Remi’s story in his own words:
When Doctor said I had a cancer, it was as if he was not talking to me. I felt I was too young and too healthy to have a cancer. I went through chemotherapy and xrays , and went to hospital everyday. I must now wait a few month for a new scan, to determine if a surgery is necessary or not.
As a life model, I had to cancel all my contracts for the season in schools, universities, workshops, and there again I could not believe that it was me, cancelling my contracts. So many times have I heard to enjoy life at the present time and not to focus on the future. Easier said than done, because I have never taken the time to think of the present. I am the kind of man who always makes long term plans, whether realistic or just as a fantasy. But when you fight against a cancer, then you get to learn to enjoy every present moment.
Well, this is what I try to do now, and I must admit that just hearing the birds singing in the morning, as I wake up, make me feel happy. Same with the marvelous odour of the flowers in the trees. The nature can be so beautiful, let’s honour the beauty of nature, which includes human bodies. This is an honour for me to participate in Barbara’s project and to have her paint me nude, in my true body.
Time will say what happens to my condition. But for now, let’s enjoy the present time. I will start to model again on stage next week for the first time. This will be a challenge as I am still tired, but I just can’t wait to enjoy doing again what I love doing !
